At last, i finished 2 exam papers, quite satisfied to my "off-the-cuff" performance. As for coursework marks, so far, i only not pleased to Management Principle subject, because it is really out of my expectation. Overall, i still managed to grab more than 30marks. =)
However, coursework marks just a minor part to determine my final grade, the final exam still the main domination to final grade. Unfortunately, when the exam is coming, my study mood started to disobedient, rebel against my intention. No medicine can cure this kind of disease, no proper way to cope with disobedient mood.
Sometimes, i think very hard, why i couldn't manage to control my study mood? Think and think and think...When i saw people study hard, and myself relax all the time, i do not feel any anxiety or stress, why? Agains, think and think and think...When i review back my results, not so good, but why i still not try to catch up? Continue think and think and think...
Finally, here i get the results. First, partner. I don have a great partner to accompany me study hard. seriously i don't like study alone, this make me felt study is boring and not interesting. When i study, i wish people to motivate me by action. When i started to go out of direction, partner will save me. Another, i can't study at home. Too many sources can influence me, easily. Look at computer, hand start to itchy and heart fly to internet world unconciously. Look to my bed, my mind would tell me, take a rest 1st, everything will be better. This kind of thinking always make me relax and study not energetically.
Anyway, i know these are not the best excuses to blame to, but i believe, if i can go through the problems, i can get back my study mood. Two subjects to go, hope i manage to control my study mood well and evocation of it can save me from hell. Good luck to everyone.
