sienz..

The day is still young, my mom is called me, chat about some trifling thingy, not long, just for few minutes. A niece is gonna start her life journey soon, she is very lucky, because my sister is really a good person.

Overall, today is a gloomy day, did some stupid mistake in midterm test, injured during basketball, couldn't achieve what i planned to do, disappointed to somethings...Blacky Friday.

Of cause, soon afterward, mood getting down, emo-ing. Wish everything will goes well after this. Happy will go Lucky? hmmms..

生病篇...

生病了。
这三天里，只吃了半包的叉烧饭，一包猪肠粉，及一杯美禄。
好难受，都没胃口的，看到食物就想呕了。
不知道为什么~
有的说我肠胃有细菌了，有的说我吃坏肚子了，有的说我得了厌食症，我也不知道。
这就好像十年前，那场大病，熬恶了我整整一个月有余，
不过，现在不同的是，
这才是第三天的开始，还有的好受。
上次，还有家人的关怀，我感受得到；
这次，没让家人知道了，因为即使他们知道了，就只会添加他们的担忧，没多。
昨晚，我妈打来给我了，问我的近况，
我什么都没告诉她，只是说了，“都很好”。

身体一天比一天的弱了，就连打球时也有很明显的差距，
手脚乏力，提不起劲，像个活死人似的。
（虽然如此，还是很享受打球的。）

下星期，应该会是一个很忙碌的星期吧；
一个Presentation,一个Tutorial,和一份Assignment，而UTAR model又要开工了，
三个字~完蛋了~

Heck~

Oh My Guanyin, i am became more lazy and stupid. A day started with hopes, but end up with dreams, it's daydream! I was thought i able to drive my mood mode but unfortunately, the mood control my mind. When i told my brain i need to study, i have to study, but my mind rebel my intention, at the end, this encouraged me to watch movies and playing sports. Oh-ya, daydream as well.

Less than a week, the war is start, no mercy, no lenience, no change, the war is still the war. Continuously for 5 days. Okay, just accept it; but i just cannot accept my attitude of study, slacking, didn't take serious, bull-shit etc.. Didn't care a responsible which a student ought to bear.

After read my notes, i only realized how serious my stupid-ness disease. I could not understand the notes. What the Heck!! Coursework marks so low and yet, not ready for war, a soldier like me, usually, is just an imbecile which can only waiting for death.

A promptly action is better than a thousand of words. So, wish everyone best luck in exams and get g00d result. =)

无聊着.

好无聊,闷着闷着的,加上一些伤感的曲子,头脑又开始胡思乱想了,回忆着一些我一直躲避,不想去想的回忆.虽说是美坏参半的回忆,不过如果可以让我选的话,我想按一按delete键,删了,留下我想被存留的回忆就好了.我曾经读过一本书,英语书,里头有一句最令我印象深刻的, "live in a world of memories, first, u cannot have a fragile heart." .很有意思的一句话,也说得很对的. 我不想活在回忆世界里,因为我知道我没有一颗坚强的心.美好的回忆人人都想要,但最悲伤的往往跟最美好的有联系,惨.

我没喜欢过自己的角色,不过这就是我,好的也是我,不好的也是我,我就是我,不会变.

。人生大道理。

人生大道理来了呗~

最近,我又学会了一点,不再轻易相信别人,包括朋友。不是我心机重,更不是自我中心主义,而是,我确实感觉我被朋友出卖了。我最痛恨的感觉。一直以来,我都选择了笑面迎人,因为我知道,一旦把事情搞僵了,日后相处难;更相信只要对别人好,别人就会投桃报李。不过,我万万没想到,这样的我,被出卖了。

在我的世界里,灰色是存在的,黑可以变白,白也可以变黑,没有永远的黑与白。好人也会做错事,坏人也会做好事,哪怕就只是那么一件。我不能说我是一个好人,确实,我不是,但比起那些笑里藏刀的,在你背后捅你一刀的,我会感到自豪。

事情已经发生了,就很难回头,即使表面当无一事,可是心里还是会有一根刺。我对残酷的事实,会感到胆懦,也会想逃避,不过事件不会因而解决。

曾经,我真的想过报复,双倍奉还;可但是,最后我打消了这念头,因为我不是清朝有仇必报的时代了,报复只是一种损人不利己的愚蠢行动。(这句很虚伪,我也酱觉得,不过却很真实)

古人有云:争执乃是过云雨，永远的明天会更好。

烦烦烦！！！

好久没写blog了,自从上次慢慢对blog没兴趣了,
可能是因为忙的关系吧,还是懒惰的理由。

最近越来越烦,不知道为什么自己变得那么懒散,
做事总是提不起经来,得过且过。
Assigments是酱，读书是酱，做人也是酱。
都已经week 10了，总觉得我没学到东西，还是学的不够多，常识更不用说了。
好恼怒！！！

明显的，最近用钱也特别多了，完全不受控制，变得好像个败家子似的。
我不想酱的，可是就有时不受控制，魔鬼缠身。
接下来还有一个site visit，在tambun，
看来也会花一笔钱了。haiz..

还剩两份Assignments和两个tests了，不过，过完这星期就会比较轻松了吧。
真希望快点儿过完这漫长的学期，因为每个新的学期，都是我的新希望。哈哈

lose 3 friends, but i'm happy.

Story began with a very cloudy day, as usual, switch on my pc and login to my favourite page, facebook. trying to reply every single notifications. Along with these, i'm also gave some rsvp to others' status. How nice, suddenly a friend nudged me at msn and warned me from not comment on a girl's profile. i was stunned. I tried hardly to get back my mind, what comment i dropped on the girl profile? i checked at the girl's profile and i found that, it's just a very simple and meaningles comment. Woots, such a simple and meaningless comment can make the friend started to hate me, how powerful is it.

Ok, it's ok, since he started to hate me because of so simple case, no point of friend. Therefore, i removed him from facebook friendlist. As well as another two girls. And, my action blamed by the guy, he said me very "small-gas". Oh well, almost i forgot im so "small-gas". But what use if i remain them in my friend list and can't comment, or can't even chat. Luckily he is just a maple friend of me, at least, no need to face him in real life.

One guy and two girls. The girl-A, i don't know her as well, she added me in facebook and i know she was a Mapler. Nothing much. She was the boy's real life friend, and also the girl i drop my comment to. Since i don't know her well and the boy kept stop me from comment on her profile, then i removed her, nothing to lose also.

Girl-B, this is even worse. And i really treat her as a very good online friend, i'd share my life thingy with her. Today, finally i realize, everything is fake scenery, friendly in front of me and critic badly behind me. Anyway, now i realized, im such annoying.

Great Job, delete, delete, and delete.

Study Mood

At last, i finished 2 exam papers, quite satisfied to my "off-the-cuff" performance. As for coursework marks, so far, i only not pleased to Management Principle subject, because it is really out of my expectation. Overall, i still managed to grab more than 30marks. =)

However, coursework marks just a minor part to determine my final grade, the final exam still the main domination to final grade. Unfortunately, when the exam is coming, my study mood started to disobedient, rebel against my intention. No medicine can cure this kind of disease, no proper way to cope with disobedient mood.

Sometimes, i think very hard, why i couldn't manage to control my study mood? Think and think and think...When i saw people study hard, and myself relax all the time, i do not feel any anxiety or stress, why? Agains, think and think and think...When i review back my results, not so good, but why i still not try to catch up? Continue think and think and think...

Finally, here i get the results. First, partner. I don have a great partner to accompany me study hard. seriously i don't like study alone, this make me felt study is boring and not interesting. When i study, i wish people to motivate me by action. When i started to go out of direction, partner will save me. Another, i can't study at home. Too many sources can influence me, easily. Look at computer, hand start to itchy and heart fly to internet world unconciously. Look to my bed, my mind would tell me, take a rest 1st, everything will be better. This kind of thinking always make me relax and study not energetically.

Anyway, i know these are not the best excuses to blame to, but i believe, if i can go through the problems, i can get back my study mood. Two subjects to go, hope i manage to control my study mood well and evocation of it can save me from hell. Good luck to everyone.

foundation vs degree

Foundation course vs degree course. Both of them are a part in my education life, but the environment along was totally different. No matter how many effort put on it, the environment still would not change.

Frankly, i prefer the environment during foundation period, it's much more better than degree do. During foundation time, relationship between friend to friend are much warm than degree. Undoubt, any large group surely will divided into few sub-group, included foundation course time, but at least everyone still got communication frequently; but degree group not, hmmms.. or should be not as good as foundation group.

A year past, there i noticed, my construction management class does not even went for a trip, at most 5persons trip. I didn't feel any more deeper memories in my 1st year in degree course. In contrast, within a year in foundation, we went to Tambun's Sunway City, Cameron Highland, and we did created parties during christmas eve and mates' birthday. It's enjoyful.

In degree, classmates all have their own other friends and rarely concern to other class members, we didn't talk much after school, each of them had dinner with their own group, playing with their group, we're not united.

Unlucky, that's what i sensed and observed along my first year in degree. 2years to go...

good luck

4days = 96hours = 5760minutes = 345600seconds, within this period, most of the time im facing with technical drawings, it'd make me feel disgusted with it. The day my friend asked the lecturer,

Friend : "Sir, can i submit my drawings by tomoro?"
The person : "Why u want submit tomoro?"
Friend : " cuz i still got some parts haven't finish."
The person : "ok, then u submit tomoro."

and another friend,

Friend : "Sir, can i submit my drawings by tomoro?"
The person : "ok, no problem."
Friend : "thanks Sir"

and then, my turn,

Me : "Sir, can i submit my drawings by tomoro?"
The person : "Sure u can, but i'll put thr late submission 1 day, then minus marks lor."
Me : "hmmms...okay then."

WTH, why everyone he didnt mention to minus marks but only me? Haiz, anyway, i didnt expect i can score high marks under his assess. Leave aside to grade A, grade B is getting far away from me.

Mercifully, the toughest 14weeks are already passed, i hope i wouldn't meet him in other subjects anymore. Final exam is around the corner once agains, wish all the best to all of my friends.

Busy Week

Gonna be busy for coming 2 weeks, busy with my last assignment and technical drawings. Thinking should i refrain from blogging? Just like a student ought to do, yup, maybe i'll inactive for coming week.

My last assignment has to submit tomorrow, currently still exerting the utmost strength and try to finish it. This few days seriously lack of rest time, always sleep at early in the morning, the cock crow became the alarm to remind me it's time to sleep. We'd put a lot effort on it, hope my group can really get high scores on it.

Anyway, it's time to continue my works. See u guy after i complete my stuffs. =)

Well Done

Well done! Today felt great, completed two tasks continuously. Both tasks took me more than a week to completed them. It make a sense of accomplishment and felt wonderful.

First, after all, i'hv finished my first Pendragon novel. It'd did improved my english language especially in term of vocabulary. I started like to the fiction because the writer sentences are really able to attracted my heart. Though it's a bogus story, but the write manage to described every part in details, it's no other but perfect.

Second task, my assignment model is finally done, well done to my groupmates and myself as well, fantastic job. Thanks to my groupmates. It's the first commercial structure we constructed so far and we did learned a lot. The structure is not only good in aesthetic, but also accord with the theories of malay structure.

After put alot of afford in doing certain tasks, when the tasks are accomplished, the feeling is really indescribable. Nice. Hehe..=)

A Dull Day

It's 1:20am, my eyes are partially closed, but i still insist to update my blog. Blogging became a part of my life, a daily habit that i concerned to it, or started to addict to it.

Overall, today was a dull day, nothing special to talk about. Passed my classes time without any suprise, just like normal day,listen to lecturer, chit-chat with buddies and hang around. It's tired though. Anyway, there is a little accident which i'll not mention it here.

Class ended at around 6:15pm, the sky was blubbering, a group made up from 6persons have no choice, have to stay at school until the day is sunny. By the time, we went to computer lab to check for our subjects registration for next semester; unfortunately, still unsuccesfull. The day is getting back to its mood, then only we walked to outside gate to get my car.

When i reached home, it's 7:00pm sharp, left one and half hour then i have to go my friend's house for assignment discussion, choiceless, have to sacrify my nap though i felt fatigued. But after the discussion, we're almost 80% completed our assignment's model, all of us are satisfied with our product. The whole process are peaceful, although there are some argues due to differences opinions, but this is just nice, meanwhile both of us tried to improve the model grade.

Kampar's weather are not an ordinary hot, but it's super hyper duper hot. While constructing the model, i can felt my sweat showered my body and wetted my shirt. Once i reached home, without talked much, after switch on my computer, then straight ran to bathroom and have a happy refresh bath. =)

This is my group's structure model and it was taken just now.

* Malay house (80% done)*

Fantasy

It's a tough night, no one beside me, everyone in my house was sleeping soundly, left me alone with a lonely spirit. My novel "Pendragon" is just lying right beside my keyboard, the title with "Imagine the Unimagined" started make me think a lot.

"Imagine the Unimagined". I guessed, everyone have their unimagined life time; then, what's the unimagined stuff along my life? I'd admit, i'm a fantast, i like to fantasy, fantasy about somethings are unimagined. Sometimes, also fantasy about my life, or about people' life, or my life and people' life together. Live in fantasy world is kinda joyful, everything in our grasp.

During kid time, i like to imagine myself as a table-tennis or basketball superstar, how much the respect i could earned after i won an Olympics gold medal. Everyone proud with my glory and of cause, i gain my esteem. Then i will try imagine, how those villains will jealous to me. Haha, it's funny though.

But, after growing time by time, i expanded my level of fantasy, i want to become a saviour, a all-powerful saviour. I still remember, that time was the peak period of H1N1 disease, i did imagine myself created a medicine that can cure the disease, and finally, everyone was safe from the disease. Even Obama also came to my house and thanks to me. How wonderful.

But those are just a part of all, the thing i most like to fantasy is, my love story. To make the story become sentimental but romance, everytime, the story sure end up with mournful. Most of the time, i'll sure become the sacrificer for the girl and pass over. (Haha, stupid thinking)

Fantasy, it's the different between human and animal. Animal' thinking is simple, but not interesting; human' mind is complex, but we can fantasy to make ourself feel good (sometimes). This is the way i would use to entertain myself betweentimes, it's really make me fell great. :-)

Black Friday

Today was a black friday. Something out of my expectation happened, something was really worse and shocked me. That's MY COURSEWORK MARKS FOR MANAGEMENT PRINCIPLE ONLY SLIGHTLY HIGHER THAN HALF OUT OF TOTAL MARKS!!! This is the lowest coursework marks i ever obtained. I'm not expecting to get highest marks, but at least, not so low. It's embrassing. Can't blame anyone but myself. Is me, result to this.

Why my midterm test result such poor? I only manage to earned a quater of marks. This can be considered as lowest marks among my friends. WHY I SO STUPID? If other subjects like PM, i still can accept it, but why MP? I'd put alot afford on it, i studied very hard for midterm, but result telling me, i'm still not good on it. Afflictive called.

This subject's final exam paper will be at the end of this month, around 3weeks to go, but i still haven't study yet, how poor am i. Promise myself, tonight after rush for assignment, must study hard for this subject!!! I don't want to be a loser, a useless loser.

Haiz, mind was totally blank, don't know what to write, so, i just left a full stop here to end my paragraph.*upset*

Laziness

Relentless, it's really relentless, time is really relentless. It's pass too fast until u not manage to catch it.

From week1 to week12, a full 84days, passed just like after blink of an eye. Final exam is just around the corner, and there is no any exam preparation sign from me, yet. Yes, i feel enjoy everyday, i didn't feel any stress now; but, no stress means no motivation, lack of motivation make me feel lazy. This recalled my mind, my friend's sentence, " the most scary disease in our space are not H1N1, or SARS, but it's called LAZINESS".

When i read at my friend's sentence, i felt guilty because i suffered to the disease seriously. I felt to my fear, fear to lose. The minutes, I started to self-review, i don't want become a well's frog. I realize, time is relentless, if i do not pick up harder, i will lost in the future, no way to goes. Beggar is not my ambition.

It's true, laziness is treacherous, it can destroy everythings; remember, it's everythings, nothing left. From a millionaire become a pauper, from a genius turn to an imbecile. I don't think people wish to be like that. As i mentioned above or in early post, for me, stress can generate motivation. When a people facing stress, it functions to stimulate the people to work harder. It's true when applied to me, but how about u?

Now, i do not feel any stress, nothing push me move foward, i'm remain at the same spot, no level increases. I don't like this condition, i don't like no improvement, i got my ideal plan in my mind, but i just not able to transform it in actions, laziness agains. I really don't know how i'm going to face my coming exam, and life. Wishing to the coming of stress hardly.

make life regretless

Results really important?

If i were the previous Gary, i will sure told u, "no, it's not true, as long as study happily, result is just some figures in surface paper, no worries. Life suppose to be happy and easy. Everythings are destined. How much u gain are fated; so, enjoy your life while u can."

Do these really true? Yes, indeed, it's true if i knew the story of 2012 will happened in real world. What the points we study so hard but doomsday awaiting us right the time we end our study life? If the fable really happen, i just can wait for the coming of death and watch the exterminate of our precious Earth.

Since it is just a fable, or a movie in a wall screen, who can expect what will happen in the future? No one but the God. Thus, don't be intoxicated to that. Think in reality way. Only study can confirm your future as bright as possible. My mom always reminded me, " work hard now, better than work tough in future time. After the first bitter sweet."

In my opinion, study life should be scheduled properly. The study moment,must be serious; relax time, must be enjoy, have a balance. It might be goes out of track sometimes, but the most important is, we know how to get back on right track. Self-motivation or from people are important too, it can avoid us from toward wrong direction. Besides, listen and absorb advise from people will help improve to our own level as well.

Haha~ but, usually, these kind of wording, easy in words, but tough in action. Just try our best for everythings. With no regret.

Dolphins slaughter

Just now watched a short video about dolphins slaughter. It was happened in Western country. Zillionth of dolphins were sieged by three big boats and those dolphins were trapped inside.There were no way to escaped from it. The nastiest persons caught them up by a crane and delivered to small lorries. The lorries were responsible to sent them to a nearer opening yard for butcher process. The whole slaughtering process can be described by a word - cruel.

Once when before, dolphin was my favourite animal. I'd like to watch dolphin swimming and jumping in ocean. Especially when a school of them. The scene was pretty amazing and beautiful. They lived in freedom. They'd knew how to sing in their way with "veep veep" sound. They'd able to produce an enormous variety of sound, up to frequencies 10times those heard by human beings, and this is the way they communicate.

When i was watching the short clip, i felt so sad and shame to these slaughters. They slice the dolphins down with a big butcher knife. It make my heart shivering. People are willing to do such brutal job to gain own profit. This is really shameful.

God, send them to hell please. YES, i'm cursing them.

Midterm test results

BAR LIST RELEASED~ BAR LIST RELEASED~

All of us rushed to the board corner and competed to have a check. Mercifully, i couldn't found my name appeared there. Great job!!! (enjoy my day gleely^.^). Few of friends were not so lucky, they have to make some appeal action to un-bar the subjects. But just nice, all lecturers willing to gave second chance to them, meanwhile, everyone was safe from the penalty crisis.Woohoo~

During Building Material class, Ms. Chu returned back our midterm test paper, let us have a look to our midterm marks and discussed the questions.i got my papers and satisfied to my marks. Though there were some stupid mistake, but overall, the marks still make me felt happy. After Building Material, Another lecturer also announced our midterm marks during lecturer class (Pengajian Malaysia). What The Heck~It was at a HALL, so much of people, the lecturer announced our marks such openly.

"Gary Wong~Gary Wong~" Opps, she called my name, i slowly raised up my hand and await her to gave me a satisfied reply; but too bad, i just can earned about half out of total marks. Disappointed. Well, i didn't shows my grieved to others. However, there are only few persons got more than 30 out of 50marks.

After got home, felt like bones almost gonna scattered, don't know why, unexpected tired. Then jump into my bed and continued read few pages of "Pendragon". Couldn't withstand to my sleepy eyes, finaly, i falled in slept. =)

OMFG considered as rude words?

Recently, one of my pal asked me, what's the meanings by "OMFG"? It's sound very irreverence to God.

Am really "OMFG" considered disrespect to the God? Here i wish to declay about this.

First, "OMFG" might be abbreviation for "Oh My Freaking God", or "Oh My Favourite Guest", or "Oh My Fruity Grapes" perhaps. These all were existing, can be found in some of article. In my blog, i opted to use OMFG as "Oh My Freaking God". Secondly, I'd not means to insult anyone, nor God. It's just an expression i tried to describe my countenance.

I was using this words (OMFG) since the day i started to play MapleStory (* my favourite free online game). It's not really bizarre stuff for MapleStory-ians because we used to it. This is not a knack to defend myself, but it's truth.

That's all~ hope u all will comprehend to this.

Happy-Go-Lucky?

Happy go Lucky?

Am i looked like a happy go lucky guy? I guessed i'm not of it. Perhaps, a sort of time, i might be. People might always thought, i'm a optimistic character, but seriously, i'm not. Maybe i'm not good enough in social communication or i don't know how to express my feelings, everythings took it easy and make life easy in surface of water. Never let people knew what was the contents under my glass of water, Nobody knews how deep was it.

Always, the word "IF" come to my mind. If i'm a such characteristic person (optimist), i think my life would become more colourful. Indeed, my parents and my sisters are the persons i love the most, our relationship is warm but not close enough. Maybe there is a small gap existing. Age gap perhap. I rarely hava a heart-to-heart talk with them, my attitude result this. Shame to myself.

I'm not a person will turn my mind into positive things, always consider the worse or negative way first. That's why i'm not happy, afraid to life. Happy-Go-Lucky or should instead by Pessimistic-Go-Death?

As a plagiarist...

Suddenly been told 2 reports have to submit by 4pm~ Looking at phone clock, OMFG, it shown 3:07pm, left less than 1hour. How could i finish it within 53minutes? started to feel nervous~ kept asking friends, izzit this is the event to tie to April Fool? Even my most credible classmate also affirmed, choiceless, have to start my works. A such great temperature to have a nap, i'hv wasted it. Still enjoying my "Pendragon" in half chapter, a such message destroyed all my mood. From high tide dropped into a low ebb.

Quickly i ask my frend to get a copy of report to let me plagiarise. In such condition, i, as a plagiarist, think copy is better than can't submit due time, because late submission will be deduct 5marks for each day. THAT'S A LOT!!!

With 80km/h speed, ahead to my friend house, the familiar road, suddenly became very far. Lot of obstructions make me feel impatient and started to get mad. After "few" minutes, reach my friend's house and didn't talk much, started to act as a responsible plagiarist.

At last, i make all done, but already 4:40pm. Dun care, i think the lecturer not such evil to deduct my marks GUA, as i can submit by today.

Once reach home, switch on my pure black pc, started to keyin word-by word about myself, as a plagiarist day. swt swt

as a timber structure surveyor...

Thanks God, giving me another opportunity to update my blog. Thanks~

very funny, my friend sent me a message and warned me:

"today u'hv to becareful in everythings, i can sense that u'll have a bad day, my 6th sense is quite accurate, so, take care of urself pls."

u try guess what would i replied her? (*think think think!!!)

haha, i tried to relate her words into my sentences.

First, i was on bed very late due to rushing for my homeworks, then the other day i sure very sleepy all the day; but i'hv to go Ipoh area to do survey about timber house. When i'm in lassitude mode, i can't concentrate in driving, then bang with other car, end up with "GG" (mati kong kiao).

Haha, i never took serious on her words and she looked very gan jiong, very funny! haha...

Back to the point just now i mentioned. Conduct a timber house survey in Ipoh area, it's very tiring but joyful. Initially, we still worried would the owner don't allow us enter her house? Would they thought we're harbor malicious intentions? would they chase us away by using a 1.5metre long broom? >.<

After we reached the kampung area, we started to look-out a good aesthetic and suit for our assignment theme structure. At last, we saw few malay aunties sitting under their malay house. After we told them our intention, they were no doubt and gave a warm welcome to us. They talked alot about her house history and loads of funny things about period of the past.

We took alot of photos about the structure, AND we did remember took our photos as well. Hehe~ From the survey, i found that, actually, the kampung houses especially malay house is very good in ventilation system. Old people minded really intelligent. Although they are using timber as their major materials, but very less nails were used in joint parts. Most of joint parts are using platform frame.

Overall, the 1st time survey a structure such detail giving me alot of experiences. I enjoy it all along. Nice~i would willing to get another chance to survey another structure if possible... =)

~Random~

Current time is 9:50:50pm, blog engine start!

Engine started not because i'm too free, i'm suppose very busy in this period, busy with my drawings, busy with my assignment, busy with my facebook, busy with my bla bla bla...~ BUT i have totally no mood to initiate these all. I hate to draws and do assignment, why would not UTAR switch our coursework marks 30% for midterm test and only 10% for assignments? I found that most of the students prefer have a test rather than series of assignments~(of cos, including me as well*)

Hooray~another good news, bar list will be released within this coming 2weeks (then i can skip classes as i like..ngek ngek~), hopefully my name do not appear in the list. (counting in finger) uhhmms..I just realize i skipped quite alot of classes this semester, how if my name appear in the list? OMFG, i don't want to repeat any subject!!!God bless me please~

Haiz.. Study life getting tougher, could not concentrate on study, too much of external factors influencing me indirectly. One of them is facebook. Facebook is just like a kind of drug, after u tried it, it's killing u silently. I admit, i addicted to play facebook, but not facebook' games. Don't ask me why i crazy with it, even myself, i cant answer u. Maybe facebook has that much of charm/hunk until i addicted to it. (=.=)"

TO those facebook addicted users (*not including me):
U might get rid of the facebook' viruses very effectively, if u wish to, please follow steps below;
Suggestion 1:
1)turn off your laptop now,
2)open your window, (*not microsoft window but your house window hor)
3)then throw ur laptop outside of house and get bed early today.

Suggestion 2:
1)turn off your laptop now,
2)open your gate, (*not bill gate but your house gate hor)
3)then place there safely
4)call me by this number (014-904****),
5)then i will help u collect ur lappy and cure ur disease germ. =)

Building Material's Presentation..

Everything happended very smooth, everything gone very clear; morning woke up from bed, had my brushing & washing, even waits for my friend. I guessed i will have a great day. But, not as my expected, things gone terrible.

Today is the building material's bus stop model presentation, i was pretty confident to my product initially; but after my presentation, after i listened to a "great + fair minded" lecturer, i lost myself. My product get the 2nd highest marks marked by an architect. ( *frankly, i was in a cheerful mode that time). But when i get my appraisal from another lecturer, i has been concluded that my product is NG(NOT GOOD!!!). Every teams' product was eulogized by him, but not mine. I'm the only presentor for my group, and i don't think others people do not pay attention because of my product not attractive enough; but, they're chit-chat around as used to. They do not paid attention that which mean my product NOT GOOD??? (if u answer "yes", i clap for u.)

"WHY SENDING A NOOB GUY PRESENT IN FRONT?" (Opps, he opted to use POOR GUY instead of NOOB GUY.) This is the sentence i get from him. He tried to mean he couldn't catchs my words. OH MY GOODNESS~ he don't understand me, but another appraiser do. Another appraiser can agreed to me and praised to my work, but why not u? OK, maybe my voice or my language is too bad enough to persuade u give me higher marks. Now, I just can tell u, my gorgeously appraiser/lecturer, your words hurting me!

I knew, u dislike me because i skipped your classes frequently; i knew, u dislike me because i argued with u; i knew, u dislike me because i never took serious in ur class, i can sense that. The way u talked to me, the way u treated me, and also the way u satirized me, all of these make me lost my interest toward the subject.

I don't really care about the marks u gave to me, but i feel guilty because of your "altruistic", my groupmates' marks became lower. They were not so happy because of your words as well!

I'm a bad student, but are u a good lecturer?

me and my group's designed bus stop