RICS international conference

i've nothing to say but they are just too great, their performance is too awesome which i think i couldn't reach their level so ever. Their intelligence, psychological, confidence, knowledge and everything, everything is better than me. i started to worry about my future, i don't want to be an ordinary person which graduate without any outstanding skills or finish my study just like a student responsible, i don't want like this, i want make some memorable and valuable memories in my school time.

The Royal Institution of Chartered Surveyor (RICS) international surveying conference really gives a big consciousness toward my life. Previously, i was just like staying in a small world with small happiness, nothing special, not outstanding. The first time i went to USM Penang, their university size, of cause, much bigger than ours. The RICS conference gathered up few other universities from local uni and some foreign uni. At very first, i wonder to take this trip as a relaxation trip, go there for playing purpose. So did i do in the first day. Exploring games and watching performance from each uni representors.

I watched the people to present their fyp workdone at second day. i watched four candidates give their talk. The UM representative and Hong Kong's Chen Ma really did give a deep impression to me. They did very very well without any afraid. And of cause, finally, they get awarded as best presentor and best journal respectively.

When i looking them go up stage to receive their award, i'm thinking about myself, what i am?! supporting role in beside?! i don't want, i don't like this, i got my wild ambition. My friend advised me, 人比人,气死人. i totally disagree with him, for me, if healthy competition, it is beneficial. But the problem is, my persistence to make change, it's so tough mission.

Anyway, RICS international conference really give me a valuable class toward my life. RM76 is so worth to it. I would join this kind of conference again if i got the chance.

现实世界

在这现实世界里，笑面迎人这招已不管用，换来的只是被欺负。就算对方是朋友，结果还是一样，被欺负。

一次是开玩笑，第二次还是当你开玩笑，第三次了还毫不客气地拒绝，好，没关系，我自己会看着办了。我自问朋友有难时，我会尽我所能地协助；不过，当我需要帮忙时，向“人”再三求助时，被拒绝时，我心冷了，我真的觉得很心淡。一个这样的朋友，留着还有意义吗？！我倒不觉得。。反正以我与您的角色，大家都会觉得您是对的，我总是吊儿郎当的，您是应该的，我是活该的。那话儿更是没门了~

既然是酱，就当个Hi-Bye朋友算了，大家没事时可以一起吹水，有事时就自己帮自己吧。路人朋友，就酱产生了。