Heck~

Oh My Guanyin, i am became more lazy and stupid. A day started with hopes, but end up with dreams, it's daydream! I was thought i able to drive my mood mode but unfortunately, the mood control my mind. When i told my brain i need to study, i have to study, but my mind rebel my intention, at the end, this encouraged me to watch movies and playing sports. Oh-ya, daydream as well.

Less than a week, the war is start, no mercy, no lenience, no change, the war is still the war. Continuously for 5 days. Okay, just accept it; but i just cannot accept my attitude of study, slacking, didn't take serious, bull-shit etc.. Didn't care a responsible which a student ought to bear.

After read my notes, i only realized how serious my stupid-ness disease. I could not understand the notes. What the Heck!! Coursework marks so low and yet, not ready for war, a soldier like me, usually, is just an imbecile which can only waiting for death.

A promptly action is better than a thousand of words. So, wish everyone best luck in exams and get g00d result. =)

无聊着.

好无聊,闷着闷着的,加上一些伤感的曲子,头脑又开始胡思乱想了,回忆着一些我一直躲避,不想去想的回忆.虽说是美坏参半的回忆,不过如果可以让我选的话,我想按一按delete键,删了,留下我想被存留的回忆就好了.我曾经读过一本书,英语书,里头有一句最令我印象深刻的, "live in a world of memories, first, u cannot have a fragile heart." .很有意思的一句话,也说得很对的. 我不想活在回忆世界里,因为我知道我没有一颗坚强的心.美好的回忆人人都想要,但最悲伤的往往跟最美好的有联系,惨.

我没喜欢过自己的角色,不过这就是我,好的也是我,不好的也是我,我就是我,不会变.

。人生大道理。

人生大道理来了呗~

最近,我又学会了一点,不再轻易相信别人,包括朋友。不是我心机重,更不是自我中心主义,而是,我确实感觉我被朋友出卖了。我最痛恨的感觉。一直以来,我都选择了笑面迎人,因为我知道,一旦把事情搞僵了,日后相处难;更相信只要对别人好,别人就会投桃报李。不过,我万万没想到,这样的我,被出卖了。

在我的世界里,灰色是存在的,黑可以变白,白也可以变黑,没有永远的黑与白。好人也会做错事,坏人也会做好事,哪怕就只是那么一件。我不能说我是一个好人,确实,我不是,但比起那些笑里藏刀的,在你背后捅你一刀的,我会感到自豪。

事情已经发生了,就很难回头,即使表面当无一事,可是心里还是会有一根刺。我对残酷的事实,会感到胆懦,也会想逃避,不过事件不会因而解决。

曾经,我真的想过报复,双倍奉还;可但是,最后我打消了这念头,因为我不是清朝有仇必报的时代了,报复只是一种损人不利己的愚蠢行动。(这句很虚伪,我也酱觉得,不过却很真实)

古人有云:争执乃是过云雨，永远的明天会更好。