地球真的生病了

最近,天气的残酷，令到我也以为我生病了，不过，后来才发现，原来生病的不是我，是地球。人，如果发高烧不退，尚且这人会吉人天相，脑袋也或许会被烧焦吧。而地球如果持续发高烧，危害的始终是我们人类。

在不久前，读了一篇文章，作者描述了如果地球温度再继续上升，每一度的后果，人类的末日就在于这几度日度的到来。全球暖化，已经从一个流行语，汇到一个腻死人不偿命的数千万笔谷歌、雅虎热门新闻搜索资料了；不过，大多数人们对此还是抱着爱理不理，你死你事的态度，这好吗？！人们举行了很多所谓的“保-护-地-球”运动，一年三百六十五天，我们却仅仅关灯一次。而且这“关-灯-一-天”活动还被马来西亚的国能批评，批评的原理？因为这让他们从中少赚了一大笔，这些人跟在垃圾堆里的废才没两样儿的。

众所周知，焚烧垃圾会加快地球灭亡的脚步；可是，撇开全世界各地，在马来西亚，公开焚烧就好比嘉年华似的，永远没有停顿的。焚烧垃圾和交通工具等等排出的一氧化碳与二氧化碳，使得保护地球的大气层逐渐的薄弱了。砍伐树林也是导致地球暖化的一大因数，原有的绿色已不是已往的美好了。这些人的举动，当然这不菲数量的人每天的活动，就似联合起来每天喂地球吃香喝辣焗桑拿。

发高烧时，人们会流汗，地球也会，洪水患频频。天气热时，人们会口干舌燥，地球也会，干旱季节延长。所以，地球与人类都是息息相关的。

日积月累，地球现今的处境俨然就是一个已发高烧的人，我们还很忍心地把它拖到中午的烈日下晒日光浴，吃火锅；如果地球就此完蛋，那人们再也后悔莫及了。人类，就只能记载在火星人中五历史课本里了，或许还会在后补充一句成语，自讨苦吃、自作自受等等，愚蠢之极。

快乐之本

一个老婆婆，推着一辆载满纸皮与旧报纸的四轮推车，很吃力的往前推，为的就是三餐的温饱。于是，把车子停在一旁，下车表态想要伸出救援之手，可是，老婆婆很坚持的拒绝了。她说这点小事很考功夫，不是每个人都能搞定，一个不小心会打翻推车上的纸皮与旧报纸。最后，坚持被坚持打败，老婆婆还是一个人推着车往前走去了。无奈~

一个女大学生，在天快暗了，独自从学校步行回家，道路上已鲜少有人影了，顺口开了窗，表示可以送她去前方的店铺，不过又被拒绝了。无奈~

想帮人，却都被拒绝；帮人，真的那么难吗？我不快乐，因为我没办法助人，所以少了快乐之本。

离别，新的开始

乌龟与兔子赛跑的故事，人们已听腻了，那乌龟与蜗牛赛跑呢？也称得上是一场巅峰之赛吧。两位旗鼓相当，以慢制快的强者，在这强强对比中，却得不到赏目。强强对比得不到欢迎，那更何况是强弱对比？没多少人会喜欢观看曼联对垒卡扎棱廓然的比赛（卡扎棱廓然是阿塞拜疆(Azerbaijian)国家的一只足球队)，更没有人喜欢看李宗伟对垒李宗伦（2009-2012 UTAR's CM 班友）的羽球赛；更不用说刘翔对垒黄翔的竞赛了。不过这一切不代表后者的失败，而是成就之差别。

黄翔，这名字对我一点都不陌生，因为他正是我的讲师。首先，先祝贺黄先生生日快乐，希望您有个较难忘的生日，小弟们昨晚为您准备的晚会希望您会满意。不单单生日会，而且是个离别会，也祝贺您到国外另有一番成就，把事业推上更高一层楼。一个快乐的生日会，带了点苦涩的离别会，就在昨晚举行了。在大家的互动与配合下，场面欢呼声都不停，把主角当成了新郎似的，玩透透。没有多大不舍的感觉，毕竟大伙儿都是成熟之孩子，明白天下无不散之宴席的道理。

Farewell, is also a new beginning of another stage.离别也是开拓人生的另一个开始，又是人生的新一页。之前的美好时光就挂上一个句号，形成未来的回忆，让未来的甜蜜，继续记载于填满在人生记事簿里。

新的开始，新的希望，美满人生。

雨，的香味。

当，世界不再是原有的世界时；人不再是之前认识的人时；雨，的味道依旧不变。

世界的转变是无法避免的，高科技与绿色世界，人们选择了高科技，就要付出环境污染，生态不平衡等等的迹象。
人的转变更是预防不及的，尤其是感情的问题，爱与不爱是一瞬间，爱情可以是很愉快，也可以是杀伤力很强的武器。人生病了，能寻找医生医治；爱情生病了，就很难康复如前了，时间或许是很好的良药，一天？一个月？一年？一生？就在乎那爱有多深了。

地球不会为人类而停歇，撕开日历一页又一页。对世界的步伐，对人们的步伐，开始有点跟不上了；停留在回忆，忘了需要往前走。人生如戏，一幕幕的回忆会经常环绕在脑海里，有甜蜜的，也有苦涩的；不过，人始终需要为未来负责任，一昧儿活在回忆里，会带来更大的伤害，毕竟回忆不能当饭吃，勇敢面对前方的挑战可能会比较理智。

万物的转变，不间接的，都是人类的选择；人心的转变，却是最无情的；不变的是，雨，的香味，与滴答声。

Happy Father's Day.

today is father day of year 2011, although my family not used to carry any special celebration for father day, or neither mother day, but a warm greet is still necessary. This year Father's Day, my dad's son and daughters are not around him, everyone is doing works at outstation, we feel guilty deeply.

Frankly, i miss my family very much, no one know about it, neither my parents. I just do not know how to express my love to them, i miss them, i love them, but i hope i can do better. My dad is a great great person, with good characteristic. He is caring me very much.

My dad is over retirement age, but he insists to continue his work, just for earning more to bear up our family expenses. I still remember, when i was a kindergarten kid, my dad was working at Pulau Langkawi, he was only goes back to hometown 3-4times every year, but when he backs to home, he surely will brings me a lot baubles. My parents would bring me go to Langkawi for vacation too. i am really miss the precious moment.

My dad, is not a richest father, also not a strongest father, neither powerful one; but for me, he is the best father. Thanks my dad, you raise me up.

bili bala~

uh huh, again here, new semester, new hope. Initiated with dozens of plans. Or i might correct it as FANCY. This semester have to do this, do that, bla bla bla, set a target for myself, it's kinda a high target, but hopefully i would not end up with murmur.

Talking about my uni stuffs, last semester was a fantastic period, full of joys, games, travels, yamcha, and so on. However, again, result not so persuasive. It's true when people say, if you dislike the lecturer of subject, the subject could not achieve good feedback. It's manifested on me. It's drown my GPA from first class honour to second upper class, i just hate this.Luckily, the CGPA still maintain in 2nd upper class. i would appreciate if i could graduate with 2nd upper class.

Sarawak and Sabah were the points i dropped by in last semester holidays. Three guys travels around Kuching city and Kota Kinabalu city, not a taste.Anyway, it's great when sleeping time in shelter, hiding inside with air-cond, cool man~ Expenditures also burdened my this semester finance problem, although not much i spent during the trip, but it's still hard for me, because I AM SO POOR =(!

Looking forward, while i am still looking forward, my friends already action in my forward. My friend is graduated while i am still studying like a kiddo, they start to earn money like a money sucker, but i am still spending $ like water. what a shame. I wants to grab all $$$, but of cos, in legal way..hehe

坚定的理念，成熟的想法，理智的行动，与心灵的信心

坚定的理念，成熟的想法，理智的行动，与心灵的信心，是我现阶段最需要的，也是我缺少的。

人生目标太过飘浮不定是种灾祸的预兆，人生的灾祸。没有明确的目标，就等于没有目的地的生存,毫无意义。理念中的与现实中的或许有差距，不过坚持的理念就不该因差距而放弃，就好比牛顿为了要吃苹果，用一整天的工钱换取一粒苹果,一种角度是愚蠢，不过另一种角度却是坚持，为了目标就应该付出努力。我的人生目标，不明确，使我变得一个再无平凡不过的平凡人。

成熟的想法会跟随人的岁月而增长。人长大了，烦恼自然就多了，想法也随之渐渐的复杂了，不好不好。如果说没有坚定的理念是种灾祸的预兆，那幼稚单纯的想法就是灾祸的开始了，因为这社会太复杂了，人心隔肚皮，太难猜测了。成熟想法指的是在认真的阶段，不可马虎，或许不止想法里，行动上也应该成熟理智。我的想法还颇向于不成熟类型，使得我变得太吊儿郎当了。

想法时时会影响行动，脑电波传送信息给肢体，从而行动才实行。没有了成熟的想法，行动就见不了大场面，换来的只有一句幼稚。达不到理智与期望的行动，人生也显得没意义了。我的行动还不很规律的达到理智层面，要待改进。

心灵上的信心是人生重要之首，没有了信心，人就会一事无成，没战斗力，没目的地。信心是难以控制的，只会随着环境或时间的发生而改变，或或许运气能带来信心。比如说我一夜间变成了百万富翁，自信心自然会涨爆了。我从来对自己没信心，不是因为挫折，而是胆怯，害怕失败。

坚定的理念，成熟的想法，理智的行动，与心灵的信心，如无改进，平平凡凡，就此一生。

My fault.

Now i realize how bad temper i am, because of a small matter, i lost my control and did a silly practice. In previous, i'm confident to myself, as a good guy, but after this case, i had re-evaluated myself, fool enough.

I am so regret with that, but, thing had happened, apologies had make, no forgiven is given. All right, i accept the truth, friendship between is getting strange. Maybe thing will pass and fades, but, the scar is alway there. My fault.

RICS international conference

i've nothing to say but they are just too great, their performance is too awesome which i think i couldn't reach their level so ever. Their intelligence, psychological, confidence, knowledge and everything, everything is better than me. i started to worry about my future, i don't want to be an ordinary person which graduate without any outstanding skills or finish my study just like a student responsible, i don't want like this, i want make some memorable and valuable memories in my school time.

The Royal Institution of Chartered Surveyor (RICS) international surveying conference really gives a big consciousness toward my life. Previously, i was just like staying in a small world with small happiness, nothing special, not outstanding. The first time i went to USM Penang, their university size, of cause, much bigger than ours. The RICS conference gathered up few other universities from local uni and some foreign uni. At very first, i wonder to take this trip as a relaxation trip, go there for playing purpose. So did i do in the first day. Exploring games and watching performance from each uni representors.

I watched the people to present their fyp workdone at second day. i watched four candidates give their talk. The UM representative and Hong Kong's Chen Ma really did give a deep impression to me. They did very very well without any afraid. And of cause, finally, they get awarded as best presentor and best journal respectively.

When i looking them go up stage to receive their award, i'm thinking about myself, what i am?! supporting role in beside?! i don't want, i don't like this, i got my wild ambition. My friend advised me, 人比人,气死人. i totally disagree with him, for me, if healthy competition, it is beneficial. But the problem is, my persistence to make change, it's so tough mission.

Anyway, RICS international conference really give me a valuable class toward my life. RM76 is so worth to it. I would join this kind of conference again if i got the chance.

现实世界

在这现实世界里，笑面迎人这招已不管用，换来的只是被欺负。就算对方是朋友，结果还是一样，被欺负。

一次是开玩笑，第二次还是当你开玩笑，第三次了还毫不客气地拒绝，好，没关系，我自己会看着办了。我自问朋友有难时，我会尽我所能地协助；不过，当我需要帮忙时，向“人”再三求助时，被拒绝时，我心冷了，我真的觉得很心淡。一个这样的朋友，留着还有意义吗？！我倒不觉得。。反正以我与您的角色，大家都会觉得您是对的，我总是吊儿郎当的，您是应该的，我是活该的。那话儿更是没门了~

既然是酱，就当个Hi-Bye朋友算了，大家没事时可以一起吹水，有事时就自己帮自己吧。路人朋友，就酱产生了。