Friday, April 30, 2010

foundation vs degree

Foundation course vs degree course. Both of them are a part in my education life, but the environment along was totally different. No matter how many effort put on it, the environment still would not change.

Frankly, i prefer the environment during foundation period, it's much more better than degree do. During foundation time, relationship between friend to friend are much warm than degree. Undoubt, any large group surely will divided into few sub-group, included foundation course time, but at least everyone still got communication frequently; but degree group not, hmmms.. or should be not as good as foundation group.

A year past, there i noticed, my construction management class does not even went for a trip, at most 5persons trip. I didn't feel any more deeper memories in my 1st year in degree course. In contrast, within a year in foundation, we went to Tambun's Sunway City, Cameron Highland, and we did created parties during christmas eve and mates' birthday. It's enjoyful.

In degree, classmates all have their own other friends and rarely concern to other class members, we didn't talk much after school, each of them had dinner with their own group, playing with their group, we're not united.

Unlucky, that's what i sensed and observed along my first year in degree. 2years to go...

Saturday, April 24, 2010

good luck

4days = 96hours = 5760minutes = 345600seconds, within this period, most of the time im facing with technical drawings, it'd make me feel disgusted with it. The day my friend asked the lecturer,

Friend : "Sir, can i submit my drawings by tomoro?"
The person : "Why u want submit tomoro?"
Friend : " cuz i still got some parts haven't finish."
The person : "ok, then u submit tomoro."

and another friend,

Friend : "Sir, can i submit my drawings by tomoro?"
The person : "ok, no problem."
Friend : "thanks Sir"

and then, my turn,

Me : "Sir, can i submit my drawings by tomoro?"
The person : "Sure u can, but i'll put thr late submission 1 day, then minus marks lor."
Me : "hmmms...okay then."

WTH, why everyone he didnt mention to minus marks but only me? Haiz, anyway, i didnt expect i can score high marks under his assess. Leave aside to grade A, grade B is getting far away from me.

Mercifully, the toughest 14weeks are already passed, i hope i wouldn't meet him in other subjects anymore. Final exam is around the corner once agains, wish all the best to all of my friends.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Busy Week

Gonna be busy for coming 2 weeks, busy with my last assignment and technical drawings. Thinking should i refrain from blogging? Just like a student ought to do, yup, maybe i'll inactive for coming week.

My last assignment has to submit tomorrow, currently still exerting the utmost strength and try to finish it. This few days seriously lack of rest time, always sleep at early in the morning, the cock crow became the alarm to remind me it's time to sleep. We'd put a lot effort on it, hope my group can really get high scores on it.

Anyway, it's time to continue my works. See u guy after i complete my stuffs. =)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Well Done

Well done! Today felt great, completed two tasks continuously. Both tasks took me more than a week to completed them. It make a sense of accomplishment and felt wonderful.

First, after all, i'hv finished my first Pendragon novel. It'd did improved my english language especially in term of vocabulary. I started like to the fiction because the writer sentences are really able to attracted my heart. Though it's a bogus story, but the write manage to described every part in details, it's no other but perfect.

Second task, my assignment model is finally done, well done to my groupmates and myself as well, fantastic job. Thanks to my groupmates. It's the first commercial structure we constructed so far and we did learned a lot. The structure is not only good in aesthetic, but also accord with the theories of malay structure.

After put alot of afford in doing certain tasks, when the tasks are accomplished, the feeling is really indescribable. Nice. Hehe..=)

Monday, April 12, 2010

A Dull Day

It's 1:20am, my eyes are partially closed, but i still insist to update my blog. Blogging became a part of my life, a daily habit that i concerned to it, or started to addict to it.

Overall, today was a dull day, nothing special to talk about. Passed my classes time without any suprise, just like normal day,listen to lecturer, chit-chat with buddies and hang around. It's tired though. Anyway, there is a little accident which i'll not mention it here.

Class ended at around 6:15pm, the sky was blubbering, a group made up from 6persons have no choice, have to stay at school until the day is sunny. By the time, we went to computer lab to check for our subjects registration for next semester; unfortunately, still unsuccesfull. The day is getting back to its mood, then only we walked to outside gate to get my car.

When i reached home, it's 7:00pm sharp, left one and half hour then i have to go my friend's house for assignment discussion, choiceless, have to sacrify my nap though i felt fatigued. But after the discussion, we're almost 80% completed our assignment's model, all of us are satisfied with our product. The whole process are peaceful, although there are some argues due to differences opinions, but this is just nice, meanwhile both of us tried to improve the model grade.

Kampar's weather are not an ordinary hot, but it's super hyper duper hot. While constructing the model, i can felt my sweat showered my body and wetted my shirt. Once i reached home, without talked much, after switch on my computer, then straight ran to bathroom and have a happy refresh bath. =)

This is my group's structure model and it was taken just now.
* Malay house (80% done)*

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Fantasy

It's a tough night, no one beside me, everyone in my house was sleeping soundly, left me alone with a lonely spirit. My novel "Pendragon" is just lying right beside my keyboard, the title with "Imagine the Unimagined" started make me think a lot.

"Imagine the Unimagined". I guessed, everyone have their unimagined life time; then, what's the unimagined stuff along my life? I'd admit, i'm a fantast, i like to fantasy, fantasy about somethings are unimagined. Sometimes, also fantasy about my life, or about people' life, or my life and people' life together. Live in fantasy world is kinda joyful, everything in our grasp.

During kid time, i like to imagine myself as a table-tennis or basketball superstar, how much the respect i could earned after i won an Olympics gold medal. Everyone proud with my glory and of cause, i gain my esteem. Then i will try imagine, how those villains will jealous to me. Haha, it's funny though.

But, after growing time by time, i expanded my level of fantasy, i want to become a saviour, a all-powerful saviour. I still remember, that time was the peak period of H1N1 disease, i did imagine myself created a medicine that can cure the disease, and finally, everyone was safe from the disease. Even Obama also came to my house and thanks to me. How wonderful.

But those are just a part of all, the thing i most like to fantasy is, my love story. To make the story become sentimental but romance, everytime, the story sure end up with mournful. Most of the time, i'll sure become the sacrificer for the girl and pass over. (Haha, stupid thinking)

Fantasy, it's the different between human and animal. Animal' thinking is simple, but not interesting; human' mind is complex, but we can fantasy to make ourself feel good (sometimes). This is the way i would use to entertain myself betweentimes, it's really make me fell great. :-)

Friday, April 9, 2010

Black Friday

Today was a black friday. Something out of my expectation happened, something was really worse and shocked me. That's MY COURSEWORK MARKS FOR MANAGEMENT PRINCIPLE ONLY SLIGHTLY HIGHER THAN HALF OUT OF TOTAL MARKS!!! This is the lowest coursework marks i ever obtained. I'm not expecting to get highest marks, but at least, not so low. It's embrassing. Can't blame anyone but myself. Is me, result to this.

Why my midterm test result such poor? I only manage to earned a quater of marks. This can be considered as lowest marks among my friends. WHY I SO STUPID? If other subjects like PM, i still can accept it, but why MP? I'd put alot afford on it, i studied very hard for midterm, but result telling me, i'm still not good on it. Afflictive called.

This subject's final exam paper will be at the end of this month, around 3weeks to go, but i still haven't study yet, how poor am i. Promise myself, tonight after rush for assignment, must study hard for this subject!!! I don't want to be a loser, a useless loser.

Haiz, mind was totally blank, don't know what to write, so, i just left a full stop here to end my paragraph.*upset*

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Laziness

Relentless, it's really relentless, time is really relentless. It's pass too fast until u not manage to catch it.

From week1 to week12, a full 84days, passed just like after blink of an eye. Final exam is just around the corner, and there is no any exam preparation sign from me, yet. Yes, i feel enjoy everyday, i didn't feel any stress now; but, no stress means no motivation, lack of motivation make me feel lazy. This recalled my mind, my friend's sentence, " the most scary disease in our space are not H1N1, or SARS, but it's called LAZINESS".

When i read at my friend's sentence, i felt guilty because i suffered to the disease seriously. I felt to my fear, fear to lose. The minutes, I started to self-review, i don't want become a well's frog. I realize, time is relentless, if i do not pick up harder, i will lost in the future, no way to goes. Beggar is not my ambition.

It's true, laziness is treacherous, it can destroy everythings; remember, it's everythings, nothing left. From a millionaire become a pauper, from a genius turn to an imbecile. I don't think people wish to be like that. As i mentioned above or in early post, for me, stress can generate motivation. When a people facing stress, it functions to stimulate the people to work harder. It's true when applied to me, but how about u?

Now, i do not feel any stress, nothing push me move foward, i'm remain at the same spot, no level increases. I don't like this condition, i don't like no improvement, i got my ideal plan in my mind, but i just not able to transform it in actions, laziness agains. I really don't know how i'm going to face my coming exam, and life. Wishing to the coming of stress hardly.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

make life regretless

Results really important?

If i were the previous Gary, i will sure told u, "no, it's not true, as long as study happily, result is just some figures in surface paper, no worries. Life suppose to be happy and easy. Everythings are destined. How much u gain are fated; so, enjoy your life while u can."

Do these really true? Yes, indeed, it's true if i knew the story of 2012 will happened in real world. What the points we study so hard but doomsday awaiting us right the time we end our study life? If the fable really happen, i just can wait for the coming of death and watch the exterminate of our precious Earth.

Since it is just a fable, or a movie in a wall screen, who can expect what will happen in the future? No one but the God. Thus, don't be intoxicated to that. Think in reality way. Only study can confirm your future as bright as possible. My mom always reminded me, " work hard now, better than work tough in future time. After the first bitter sweet."

In my opinion, study life should be scheduled properly. The study moment,must be serious; relax time, must be enjoy, have a balance. It might be goes out of track sometimes, but the most important is, we know how to get back on right track. Self-motivation or from people are important too, it can avoid us from toward wrong direction. Besides, listen and absorb advise from people will help improve to our own level as well.

Haha~ but, usually, these kind of wording, easy in words, but tough in action. Just try our best for everythings. With no regret.

Dolphins slaughter

Just now watched a short video about dolphins slaughter. It was happened in Western country. Zillionth of dolphins were sieged by three big boats and those dolphins were trapped inside.There were no way to escaped from it. The nastiest persons caught them up by a crane and delivered to small lorries. The lorries were responsible to sent them to a nearer opening yard for butcher process. The whole slaughtering process can be described by a word - cruel.

Once when before, dolphin was my favourite animal. I'd like to watch dolphin swimming and jumping in ocean. Especially when a school of them. The scene was pretty amazing and beautiful. They lived in freedom. They'd knew how to sing in their way with "veep veep" sound. They'd able to produce an enormous variety of sound, up to frequencies 10times those heard by human beings, and this is the way they communicate.

When i was watching the short clip, i felt so sad and shame to these slaughters. They slice the dolphins down with a big butcher knife. It make my heart shivering. People are willing to do such brutal job to gain own profit. This is really shameful.

God, send them to hell please. YES, i'm cursing them.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Midterm test results

BAR LIST RELEASED~ BAR LIST RELEASED~

All of us rushed to the board corner and competed to have a check. Mercifully, i couldn't found my name appeared there. Great job!!! (enjoy my day gleely^.^). Few of friends were not so lucky, they have to make some appeal action to un-bar the subjects. But just nice, all lecturers willing to gave second chance to them, meanwhile, everyone was safe from the penalty crisis.Woohoo~

During Building Material class, Ms. Chu returned back our midterm test paper, let us have a look to our midterm marks and discussed the questions.i got my papers and satisfied to my marks. Though there were some stupid mistake, but overall, the marks still make me felt happy. After Building Material, Another lecturer also announced our midterm marks during lecturer class (Pengajian Malaysia). What The Heck~It was at a HALL, so much of people, the lecturer announced our marks such openly.

"Gary Wong~Gary Wong~" Opps, she called my name, i slowly raised up my hand and await her to gave me a satisfied reply; but too bad, i just can earned about half out of total marks. Disappointed. Well, i didn't shows my grieved to others. However, there are only few persons got more than 30 out of 50marks.

After got home, felt like bones almost gonna scattered, don't know why, unexpected tired. Then jump into my bed and continued read few pages of "Pendragon". Couldn't withstand to my sleepy eyes, finaly, i falled in slept. =)

Sunday, April 4, 2010

OMFG considered as rude words?

Recently, one of my pal asked me, what's the meanings by "OMFG"? It's sound very irreverence to God.

Am really "OMFG" considered disrespect to the God? Here i wish to declay about this.

First, "OMFG" might be abbreviation for "Oh My Freaking God", or "Oh My Favourite Guest", or "Oh My Fruity Grapes" perhaps. These all were existing, can be found in some of article. In my blog, i opted to use OMFG as "Oh My Freaking God". Secondly, I'd not means to insult anyone, nor God. It's just an expression i tried to describe my countenance.

I was using this words (OMFG) since the day i started to play MapleStory (* my favourite free online game). It's not really bizarre stuff for MapleStory-ians because we used to it. This is not a knack to defend myself, but it's truth.

That's all~ hope u all will comprehend to this.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Happy-Go-Lucky?

Happy go Lucky?

Am i looked like a happy go lucky guy? I guessed i'm not of it. Perhaps, a sort of time, i might be. People might always thought, i'm a optimistic character, but seriously, i'm not. Maybe i'm not good enough in social communication or i don't know how to express my feelings, everythings took it easy and make life easy in surface of water. Never let people knew what was the contents under my glass of water, Nobody knews how deep was it.

Always, the word "IF" come to my mind. If i'm a such characteristic person (optimist), i think my life would become more colourful. Indeed, my parents and my sisters are the persons i love the most, our relationship is warm but not close enough. Maybe there is a small gap existing. Age gap perhap. I rarely hava a heart-to-heart talk with them, my attitude result this. Shame to myself.

I'm not a person will turn my mind into positive things, always consider the worse or negative way first. That's why i'm not happy, afraid to life. Happy-Go-Lucky or should instead by Pessimistic-Go-Death?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

As a plagiarist...

Suddenly been told 2 reports have to submit by 4pm~ Looking at phone clock, OMFG, it shown 3:07pm, left less than 1hour. How could i finish it within 53minutes? started to feel nervous~ kept asking friends, izzit this is the event to tie to April Fool? Even my most credible classmate also affirmed, choiceless, have to start my works. A such great temperature to have a nap, i'hv wasted it. Still enjoying my "Pendragon" in half chapter, a such message destroyed all my mood. From high tide dropped into a low ebb.

Quickly i ask my frend to get a copy of report to let me plagiarise. In such condition, i, as a plagiarist, think copy is better than can't submit due time, because late submission will be deduct 5marks for each day. THAT'S A LOT!!!

With 80km/h speed, ahead to my friend house, the familiar road, suddenly became very far. Lot of obstructions make me feel impatient and started to get mad. After "few" minutes, reach my friend's house and didn't talk much, started to act as a responsible plagiarist.

At last, i make all done, but already 4:40pm. Dun care, i think the lecturer not such evil to deduct my marks GUA, as i can submit by today.

Once reach home, switch on my pure black pc, started to keyin word-by word about myself, as a plagiarist day. swt swt